Well it's been quite a while and though I know only a few have read my musings I feel the need to push on now more than ever.
Life in Vixxenville has been crazy. I somehow stumbled upon the absolute love of my life. I moved across the country and left everything and everyone behind.
Starting over somewhere new is so very difficult. I am now seeing the damage done to my children over the past decade spilling out like a pot boiled over. Anger, resentment and pain in their once sweet innocent faces brings to my proverbial knees as a mother.
I feel like I failed them... worst feeling ever! I know I have to pick them up and dust them off, but kissing these booboos doesn't make them all better.
I'm also trying to patch myself in this process and I feel selfish. I realize I need to do this but it feels shitty to want time for me when I'm needed by others that are helpless. Hopefully it will all work itself out.
I needed to get that off of my chest.
I will try to post more often now that my life is getting back on track.
Until next time vixxens XOXO
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